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I haven't posted in close to a year... Blue Mountain never called back, and when I went to pester them I was promptly rebuffed. That's when I found my answer in the bottom of a glass... of coffee. The drive back from Blue Mountain found me extremely pessimistic about my chances at life. Drowning my sorrow in coffee seemed only logical, since the rest of my day was soon to be filled with the same drab boredom that littered my gray existence. However, the turning point appeared. Solid Cactus happened to run a help wanted ad in the newspaper I'd found. Since I have a good background as a web programmer, my application was greeted with enthusiasm. Amazingly, my life changed just like that.
Of course, there was still the car crash, moving to Wilkes Barre, Nicole, and life since then.
It's amazing how almost a year later things are still so much the same. Everything seems to go full circle.
I lie. This time around it's a little different. The feelings aren't exactly the same either. I'm not sure if I fear the outcome, or if my fear is driving me. Either way... this time I'm doing something completely different. I just hope and pray it's right this time around.
'Cause hell if I know what I'm doing. God better have a handle on this or we're all lost...
Speaking of which... I've decided that anything you regret wasn't worth doing.  |
| | Posted 1/27/2008 11:32 PM - 67 Views - 1 eProp - 1 Comment
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